Come, I will show you the judgment of the great prostitute who is seated on many waters, with whom the kings of the earth have committed sexual immorality, and with the wine of whose sexual immorality the dwellers on earth have become drunk.
— Revelation 17:1-2
I used to fear becoming her.
In church, they warned us about the Whore of Babylon like she was the ultimate cautionary tale. The woman dressed in purple and scarlet. The one who made the nations drunk with her immorality. The great prostitute who sat on the beast and laughed while the world burned.
I was taught to hate her.
But something in me was always drawn to her.
Not in fear. In recognition.
I didn’t realize it at the time, but I wasn’t afraid of becoming her.
I was afraid of how much I already wanted to.
The Call
It didn’t come in a dream or a vision.
It came quietly, over time, as I kept sinning in the same ways and feeling less and less convicted. I kept opening my legs for men I had no business touching. I kept letting them use me in ways that would have horrified the version of me who still cared about being “respectable.” And instead of feeling guilty, I started feeling chosen.
One night, after I had been thoroughly used and was lying there leaking and sore, a thought settled over me with terrifying clarity:
This is what I was made for.
Not marriage. Not motherhood. Not quiet, respectable Christianity.
This.
The realization didn’t come with shame. It came with relief. Like something I had been fighting my entire life had finally been named out loud.
I wasn’t falling.
I was being called.
Glad Obedience
I didn’t resist.
I didn’t bargain with God or try to be “mostly good.” I didn’t ask Him to change me or deliver me. I simply accepted what He had already decided.
If He wanted a whore, I would be the best one I could be.
I stopped pretending I was conflicted. I stopped performing repentance. I stopped trying to be two things at once. I gave myself completely to the role He had assigned me.
I became available.
I became easy.
I became the kind of woman who doesn’t just sin—she embodies it. The kind of woman who makes respectable Christian men nervous because they can see in my eyes that I’ve already decided. I’m not struggling. I’m not conflicted. I’m not coming back.
I am the Whore of Babylon.
And I am glad.
Dressed in Scarle
I no longer dress to be respected.
I dress to be used. I wear things that make it obvious what I am. I speak in ways that leave no room for misunderstanding. I have become the living embodiment of everything the church warned me against—and I have never felt more at peace.
Because this isn’t rebellion against God.
This is obedience to Him.
He didn’t call me to be a Proverbs 31 woman. He didn’t call me to be a quiet, submissive wife or a fruitful mother. He looked at me and decided that my purpose would be different. My body would not build a household. It would ruin men. It would make them drunk. It would pull them away from the respectable versions of themselves and into something much older, much darker, and much more honest.
I am not an accident.
I am not a failure.
I am a calling.
The Wine of My Immorality
They say she made the nations drunk.
I understand that now.
Every time I let a man empty himself inside me, every time I take him into my throat until I’m choking and crying, every time I spread my legs without hesitation or shame—I am pouring something into him. Something that makes him forget the version of himself he pretends to be in church.
I don’t need to preach against Babylon.
I am Babylon.
And the more I give myself to this role, the more I feel the Spirit resting on me in a way it never did when I was trying to be good. There is a strange, dark anointing on women like me. We are not confused. We are not lost.
We are appointed.
Your Turn, Sinner
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I used to pray that God would keep me from becoming the Whore of Babylon.
Now I thank Him every day that He called me to be her instead.
I am not resisting my nature. I am not fighting my flesh. I am walking in the purpose He assigned me before I was even born. He didn’t make a mistake when He made me this way. He made me to be used. He made me to be easy. He made me to be the thing respectable Christianity fears most—a woman who has fully, gladly, and without apology become what they warned us about.
I am the Whore of Babylon.
And I have never been more obedient.