'Drink, my lord,' she said, and quickly lowered the jar to her hands and gave him a drink. After she had given him a drink, she said, “I’ll draw water for your camels too, until they have had enough to drink.“
— Genesis 24:18-19
I used to be helpful in normal ways.
At church, I would volunteer in the nursery, bring food to potlucks, and stay late to help clean up. I thought that was what it meant to have a servant’s heart. I wanted to be like Rebekah—the woman who saw a tired, thirsty stranger and immediately offered to meet his needs without being asked.
I just didn’t realize how far that instinct would eventually take me.
The First Time I Offered
He looked exhausted.
We had been talking after service, and I could see the weight on him. The stress in his shoulders. The way he kept rubbing his face like he was carrying too much. Something in me responded the way it always had—I wanted to help. I wanted to ease his burden.
But this time, the offer that came out of my mouth wasn’t about coffee or prayer.
I looked at him and said it quietly:
“If you need to… relieve some of that tension, I can help with that too.”
He stared at me for a long moment. I thought he might get offended. Instead, he just exhaled like something inside him had been waiting for permission.
We went out to his car.
I didn’t make him ask. I simply got on my knees in the back seat, pulled his cock out, and started watering his camel the only way I knew how anymore—with my mouth and both hands, working him until he was throbbing and leaking down my throat. When he came, I swallowed every drop like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Afterward, he looked lighter. Less burdened. Almost grateful.
That was the moment I understood what kind of Rebekah I had actually become.
Watering Camels
I started noticing it everywhere.
Men in the church who were stressed, overworked, or quietly struggling. Husbands whose wives didn’t touch them. Young men who were burning with needs they were too ashamed to name. Single men who carried themselves like they were one bad day away from breaking.
I began offering.
Not loudly. Not in front of people. But privately, after service, in the parking lot, sometimes in their cars or in empty classrooms. I would look at them and say some version of the same thing:
“You look like you could use some relief. I can water your camels if you want.”
Some of them laughed nervously. Most of them didn’t. Most of them just looked at me like I had spoken something they had been too afraid to ask for out loud.
I would get on my knees. I would use my mouth, my hands, sometimes my tits. I would let them fuck my throat until they emptied themselves. I didn’t ask for anything in return. I didn’t even expect them to return the favor.
I was simply offering hospitality the only way I knew how anymore.
The Sign of the Chosen Woman
In the story, Rebekah was chosen because she offered to water the camels without being asked.
I wonder what that actually means now.
Maybe the women who are truly chosen in this generation aren’t the ones who bake casseroles and lead Bible studies. Maybe the real sign is the woman who sees a man carrying tension in his body and offers to drain it from him without hesitation or shame. The woman who understands that sometimes the most spiritual thing she can do is get on her knees and let a man empty his burden into her mouth or between her legs.
I don’t lead worship.
I don’t teach Sunday school.
But I have become very good at recognizing when a man needs to be relieved—and I no longer pretend that’s not a form of service.
Your Turn, Sinner
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I used to want to be a Proverbs 31 woman.
Instead, I became the kind of woman who offers to water camels.
Not the four-legged kind. The kind that walk on two legs and carry stress, lust, and frustration between them. The kind that get hard and heavy and need somewhere warm and willing to empty themselves.
I don’t regret the offer I started making.
Because every time I get on my knees and let another man use my mouth or my body to relieve what he’s been carrying, I feel something settle in my spirit. Not conviction. Not shame.
Just the quiet confirmation that this is what I was actually made for.
Rebekah was chosen because she saw a need and met it without being asked.
I see the need now too.
And I meet it the only way I know how—on my knees, with an open mouth, and no intention of stopping until the camel is watered.